Welcome to THE FRIENDZONE

We have known each other from year 7. And yeah, we're a classmates. At that year, we just like a normal friend. Who just call or talk for an important things. At year 8 we weren't a classmates. He's at 8R1, and I'm at 8R7. After that, we move to year 9, which is we become classmates again yeay.  I can't believe that. Like 3 months from the start of year 9, I've been fallin' in love with his bestfriend, don't need to explain the 5W+1H coz' that's not important. While I'm in relationship with his bestfriend., me and him become close each other. I already had talked more with him, sharing each other, and other things that would make me happy or probably for him too. Ah I don't know.. After I broke up with his bestfriend. I've been more close to him. And we become a bestfriend after that. For a long time we've been a bestfriend. A different feelin' is out. I feel like I love him. Idk what to do, that will become a different way. We look like more than abestfriend relationship. And the fact is, I think he feel the same like me. He fallin' love with me? Idk .. Oh my.. How it can be happen to us?.

And now we've been a bestfriend for 3 years. We don't know how to stop this. Even when we had a big trouble. And we tried to stop this, we can't, I've tried to go away from him, but that's not work at all!. and just made me and him lost contact just for 2 weeks. That isn't work! LOL. I'm tired. I'm really tired!